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Little signs from the universe told me to get a pap test…

I few weeks ago I was receiving a Reflexology treatment from a local healer in the valley. Half way through the session, as the therapist was working my ovary and uterus reflex, where she felt small grainy like bumps under my skin. Often in Reflexology, this can indicate an imbalance in the organ or gland. I had drifted off to sleep at this point when all of a sudden a massive BANG suddenly woke me up. This sound lasted longer than a few seconds and we both were instantly shifted into fight and flight! What just happened was a massive EARTHQUAKE!… on February 13th at 6:30pm an Earthquake happened under Cascade mountain. Awake and shaken the practitioner says… “what the heck is the Universe trying to tell you when you get awoken by an Earthquake in a healing session…. when was the last time you had a pap?” 

A week after the healing session, I received a call from my old family doctor in Orangeville, Ontario – who I hadn’t been to in years. I pick up the phone “When was your last pap test?” asked the nurse. At this point I couldn’t remember. I was also quite startled at how random this was, I hadn’t been to this doctor in over 10 years!  

These weird signs pushed me to call my doctor in Banff and ask for a pap test. She said they only do them once ever three years, and didn’t know if it was necessary. I insisted to please have a pap test. A few weeks went by when I finally got the news, I didn’t have the best feeling. The doctor reassured me that having abnormal cells in my cervix was quite common, it was a 1% chance if it was anything and they were transferring me over to the gynecologist in Canmore to do some further testing with a colposcopy.  

That 1% chance happens to be my best friend, Heather. I didn’t want to hear statistics, we are not categories. We are human, and we each are made up of our own unique DNA. I completed the colposcopy and waited eagerly for the results. 

These few months were a complete blur. Heather, passed away from stage 4 cervical cancer in April. Less than a week later I get a call from my doctor, I have a high amount of abnormal cells in my cervix and will have to have surgery to remove them. Again, this procedure is quite common and I should have little to no complications with the surgery. On June 1st I went in for the surgery, on June 5th I was back in the hospital with chills and a fever. They were concerned it was an infection.

Through this extremely challenging time I woke up to something that I really would like to talk about more. Women’s health. We need to be talking about it, sharing our stories, our concerns, we need to be slowing down and honouring our feminine energy. This powerful energy is the essence of our life force. 

I speak with deep love and compassion. I was lucky enough to have had pretty specific signs and messages from the Universe through the Earthquake and through the phone call from the doctor I hadn’t seen in years. I trusted my knowing and took the necessary steps. 

I always like to ask my Angels and Guides of the highest truth and compassion if there is any wisdom they would like to share. I often receive their messages through people, songs, angel numbers, eagles and butterflies. It is truly a gift to know they are always here to support us and guide us through this lifetime.

If you have any questions please feel free to comment or direct message me. Thank you for reading, sending you much love. 

Natalie x

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