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The White Rose

Symbols Hold The Power of Connection

About a decade ago, I was in college in theory class when I received some very sad news. My high school friend suddenly passed away. As I got up to leave, walking up the aisle I noticed there was a single white rose on the ground in front of me. As I left the building I remember thinking to myself how random, a single white rose… only recently I realized what the white rose symbolized. 

Last year, during a solo meditation I had a vision of Heather in a beautiful garden surrounded by white roses. This vision was so clear to me. She was radiating grace and beauty, as she always did. There was so much light around her. Heather was healed. I came out of that vision in complete awe. I messaged her partner Troy to please get Heather a white rose as a symbol of her healing.

A couple days later Troy messages me. “Nat I have the craziest thing to tell you.” Heather’s distant mother visited yesterday and gifted Heather a single white rose as a symbol of Heather healing. Okay.. this was spirit, some kind of divine communication.

I felt a lot of hope after that vision. Knowing spirit was with us, helping Heather heal. 

And then suddenly in April 2021, Heather passed away. There was so much within her journey that tells me she was surrounded by angels. She was an angel. And when we pass our tests in this physical form we get a promotion. We evolve. 

I later discovered the white rose symbolizes grace, purity and higher consciousness. This vision was a message from spirit. Heather was higher consciousness. 

Looking back now I wasn’t meant to know what spirit was trying to communicate with me at the time. The symbol of the white rose will forever remind me of Heather’s grace and her journey into higher consciousness. 

Rest in peace my beautiful best friend, sister, teacher, and now angel. I know you are working your magic on the other side, my girl. 

I love you, Heather.


2 Responses

  1. Heather is always with you, guiding and protecting you and she smiles as she sees you live your best life x 🪽💛 🫶

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